eeescout_monk42

Hey Everyone,
The reason I haven't posted is because I don't have a computer and I I don't have Internet (If you're wondering, I'm using Franky's computer...he has Internet and a computer). Hey so that's what has been up ... by the way Ilse sucks ice
man I'm funny... I'm almost a Jew ((Stereo type ALERT)Jews are funny)!! But yeah I don't really know much to say, but Franky got mugged by a couple of crickets who threw apples at him...it was a fool (There I go again!!)!! So do what's right, become an organ donner.

Love,
Me
(or else)
LOL

Hello again to all my friends
I'm glad you came to play
Our fun and learning never ends
Here's what we did today

............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ Does anyone know what this is from??????????????????????????

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I wish I KNEW FRench

But I Don'T

so i das

nees ev'I elbuort eht swonk ydobon

But in case you have my apologies
(skit skat a doo body dat dat)

I'm sleepy

time for to not wake be me
but for to notn't slept sleep

bye-eyb

(i'm back online)
love or not,
Courtney Noel Wantland

Skool's almost here guys AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I miss everyone so much but i don't want to go to skool but in a way I DOOOO>>>>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE HURRICANE CAME ahhhhhhhahAHHAHAH
IT WAS crazy
yup yup yup
i found out i like that show Buffy the Vampire Slare
But it's not BETTER THAN MONK
ilse where are you

whacka whacka whacka

pacman

O<that's all for now ttfn or ttyl or bye bye :) -scout (ps i love the snack fairy...but not as much as Franky)

Today is a splendifiorus day!!!!
My cat Molly Mittens gave birth to TWO KITTENS!!!!!
They were born in my closet, but luckily I cleaned my room and closet a couple days ago so all was well!!
They're both orange just like my other cat penny.... who is Mollys' father... (gross)
But still it's very good news and sice she only had two we don't have to give any away
HOORAY!!!!!!!
I I'm gonna name them Adrian and Monk
anyways It's great

WELL TTFN!!!!

You guys this may sound gay, but I've been invited to a poetry covention in Washington D.C to receive the "outstanding Achievement in Poetry" Silver Award Bowl ($200.00 value) and a beautiful and colorful Commemorative Award Medallion on August 19-21. Also I am nominated for the $20,000 award for Poet of the Year...

It's really exciting, but it would cost to much to go....
Mom says that it would cost a lot and not to mention school would be starting
and she says that it would be cutting into martching band practice...
it's ok though...
My mom says that if I get invited to washington again that I could stay with Kim and Scott, but I don't know them and when I did I was a baby (akward)...
it's ok though, besides I don't think I will get invited again, but yeah even though I'm missing out on a chance to meet a Pulitzer Prize-winning Poet W.D. Snodgrass (whoever that is) at least I won't have to stay with people I haven't seen since I was a baby and I'll get to martch around in the hot sun with sweaty band people (fun).....
anyways I wish I could go
and frogs wish they had wings so they wouldn't
bump their asses when they jumped
...that's life

STAR WARS IS THE SHIZ
ALSO I HATE ANIKEN
I LOVE OBI-WAN AND YODA
JEEVI HAS NoT SEEN ANY STAR WARS MOVIES
...LOSER

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU

Now is the winter of our discontent.... so

WHAT WAS IN THE F*CKING BUCKET,THAT THE OLD HAD, THAT SCARED THE CASHIER!!!!????

I need to know... or all shall pay with their lives, for on these hot does so does the red blood boil and

in thy anger the living see no mercy and all shall fall to the cold steel that is their doom to a place

where not even angels, neh God's, tears may reach.... and you are alone in the infinite, bleak abyss you

are alone..... the closer to such fate would be that of a death, which you would embrass with open arms,

if you had the chance, but fate is much to cruel as to grant such a wish.... all is silient, but the

sounds of your own screams as insanity creeps through the corners of your mind and devours you.....

Hey yesterday we had riffle tryouts and i just found out I made the riffle line!! Gina also tried out, but sadly didn't make it... hell i'm suprised i made it anyways that's all...

Peace out a town down

Hey everyone,

... poetry.com sent me another email telling me they have nominated me in the
International Who's Who in Poetry!!! In which they are going to dedicate two full pages to me...

...Well ttyl

Results From Quizzes I took from www.Star-Girl.org
that was one Jeevi's Live Journal

I'm- Puss in Boots: Shrek 2

Captian Jack Sparrow: Pirates of the Caribbean

Bruiser: Legally Blonde

0-20% Internet Geek: Internet Geek

Cheesecake: Dessert

Owl: Winnie the Pooh

Strawberry: Ice cream

Sydney Australia: City

Bart: Simpsons

Pocahontas: Disney Heroine

Legolas: Lord of the Rings

Dead Man Walking

The howling wind
A crying tree
I know that death is out for me
The biting cold
The nipping snow
I'm walking dead on a fatal row
With gripping chains
And steel bar fangs
A cup of poison through my veins
It spreads like sand beneath the sea
And in one swoop devours me

Courtney Noel Wantland

Copyright ©2005 Courtney Noel Wantland


(This is the poem I sent to www.poetry.com
and got the editors choice award)

HEY EVERYONE!!!!!! GUESS WHAT..... I WON THE PRESTIGOUS EDITORS CHOICE AWARD ON www.poetry.com

For my poem "Dead Man Walking" isn't that cool....

especially since it's one of my only acheivements in life...

which is really pathetic when you think about it...............
...


ughhh..... i try really hard on things

(like school though people don't seem to think so)

and end up failing horribly uuuugghhh...
(In which people make me feel like SH*T
when I already feel really bad... even Franky
makes me feel worse than I already do when I fail a test
or whatever..... in fact he's the only person who I can
think of right now that makes me feel like this
when I fail... but I love Franky and.....)

AGGHHHH!!! F*%k!!

I'm only good at retarded SH*T

....life sucks



(ps Life F*%king sucks....F*%k life...F*%k living)

(pss I bleeped this for Jeevi)

mine endless

I Found the way.
The way that I may see.
The way that I may see, but not hear.
The way that I may hear, but not feel.
The way that I may feel, but not love.
The way that I may love, but not hate.
The way that I may hate, but not cry.
The way that I may cry, but not fear.
The way that I may fear, but not grow.
The way that I may grow, but not sleep.
The way that I may sleep, but not rest.
The way that I may rest, but not live.
The way that I may live, but not die.
The way that I may die and come to be that I am no longer searching.....


(for something I can't)

Hey old news, but Just so you guys know.....be sure to check out my website in progress at

www.monkqq7.freewebspace.com

It's not finished, but it's still good and if you don't look at it and sign the guest book I'll kill you all

BYE

Remember WHEN i SAID i WauZ GOOD AT WRiTTING, WELL........ I actUally DiD eat my hoUse and also Has AnYone SeEn My KiDNey I think I leFt the FrONt DooR Open anD I tHinK hE escaped So If yoU see Him caLL Me Okay ........... Hey did i tell people that it was a truCky WiTh A PegLEg..... wow am tired I went to whataburger and order a burger and said no onions OR mayonase and I SAID TO MY SISTER CATY AND MY MOM FOR EVERY ONION I FIND, A WHATABURGER WORKER SHALL DIE and when I got BURGER it HAd MAYONASE on it and ONE ONION!!!!!!!!! LET THE BLOOD BATH BEGIN or not whatever

OMG i can't wait until the new star wars movie comes out U KNOW WHy.... cause when we go see it we're gonna dress up as jedi and stuff and make fun of regular people waiting in line to see it and call them nerds... It will be fun

well TTFN ..... (taw taw for now)

OH THANK ME,
eeescout_monk42

Wow I haven't written in a long time, but ..... ALL WELLL!!!!!!!!!!!
I always forget to write in my live journal, because I never think 2..... Which brings me to my next thought, I am now into opera type music, especially this song called, "Vide Cor Meum", which comes out in "Hannibal". The song is very calming, but now I'm having dreams of people being murdered...including myself, and in my dreams though I'm running for my life, I seem calm and not very scared about the fact that I'm about to be killed....each dream starts off from where the last ended or back at the begining... and now that I look back on it, it actually seems like a gracefull dance, a ballet that never seems to finish.... then when I wake up halfway, I close my eyes agian to fall back into the dream, but I don't know why I want to because when I awake I'm not even tired and I don't really want to sleep agian, plus the fact that someone is trying to kill me in my dreams, but I just really just want to go back to the world before.... and actually I am more at peace in those dreams than when I'm awake... I don't even know I'm dreaming when in my dreams it all seems real, so it's not like I go around thinking about waking up, and I don't even try to find help, because I guess I'm not really wanting help I just... I don't know.... In the dreams I run as sort of an automatic thing, I don't think I just do, though sometimes while I'm running I think I want to just stop and just wait, not because I'm tired, but because I want to stop runnig for no reason, like just to be caught...but I don't, I just keep running... I get so tired of running!...not physically, but mentally I just don't want to run away anymore when it's seems so easy to stop and wait for what's to come...... but I can't because whenever I do try, I fall into a world of darkness and then, I'm awake staring at my ceiling and then fall into the day and occasionally think about my dreams.......



-eeescout_monk42-

Dear Peeps>>>>
YO YO YO WUUUUZZZZZ UUUUUPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEY I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN A WHILE....ALLL WELLLLL
SO ANYWAYS... GUESS WHAT.................................SPRING BREAK... OH THANK TONY SHALHOUB.... i feel like it's summer... ( I wish)... anyways right now i'm so thirsty....i need a root-beer... A&W .. no barques or is it barges.... hmmmmm if only i had listen to that lone shore-man .....or wuz it a trucky with a peg leg.....

HEY IT WORK......
.....THE PERFECT PLAN.......
......I AM A SUPER COMPUTER A SUPER COMPUTER AM I......
hahahahaha NOW I AM KING OF THE ROCK AND THERE'S NOTHIN YOU PEOPLE CAN DO ABOUT IT......
I HATE HEADS THAT EAT ME !!!!!!!!!!!!


BYE

Hey everyone.....guess what....all new season of "MONK" staring Tony Shalhoub starts Friday January 21, 2005, at 10/9 central. It's gonna be awsome... yup!!! Hey I hope I'm using this thing right cause I never used this thing before.....all well!!! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
What do we do now??? We beat the grass to startle the snakes... I heard that in a movie. Hey you can't come in here like that. You shut up. Please show us the original disc. Origoto... Pacman..waca waca waca waca waca waca waca waca..Hehehehehehe!!!! I was protecting the situation...no it was not me it was him... hey hey hey there's no running in here!!!! Dunga dunga dunga dunga... I don't lose my temper. All of the people in this movie know karate??? I wonder why??? Maybe cause it stars Sean Connery and Wesley Snipes and a bunch of Japanese people.. and that girl from "Waynes World"......hehehehe
Golf.
Dun DUn..
behind the sliding panel...that was Carter...OOOOOOHHHHHH MMMMMYYYY GGGGOOOODDDNNEEESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!
damn
HAHAHAHAHAHA
all these years she was really German......AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Matrix Online ehat mnat fonam wuata eehehehehepopopopoplameee
sorry I just died
allegro allegra allergies .... coincidence I THINK SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM WHAT I AM .. YEAH A MENTAL CASE ... OOOHHH LOOK THIS ONE'S DENTED YOU WANT ME TO THROW IT OUT...WELL DO YOU WANT IT... YYYYEEEESSS!!!!!.....IT'S YOUR FUNERAL..

...........................................................................................................I'M IN THE BUSINESS...business of kicking your ass... and let me tell ya...business is boomin...

but both my legs are broken




bye everyone!!!!!